Devotion, Orgasm, and the G(od)-Spot that is the Cervix
The more deeply I journey Devotion, the more deeply I journey the mystical gateway that is the Cervix.
It is here, I am discovering (over + over + over again), within this fleshly plump mystery that holds the organic technology of awakening Feminine consciousness.
It is this corporeal mystical confection (frequently likened to a donut!) that is sometimes soft, effulgent and other times stiffened, a bit like a crustacean of the oceanic depths.
Physically (and incredibly!), the cervix looks remarkably similar to the silky head of the phallus....and when the Two Cosmic Titans (cervix + phallus) come into vibrational collision, they are in every way, spiritual and anatomical Twin Flames.
The head of phallus pressing against her...and Cervix...if and when ready.... flowering open, seemingly with her own desire, suckling and slurping the head of the erect phallus into the hot + wettened centrifugal center of this Feminine vortex.
In deep Devotion and in Deep Orgasm, the contra-sexual Twins Become ONE.
(It’s important to understand that the opening of the cervix is an expression of our full-spectrum relationship to our sex, our system, and our psyche. Said differently: cervical opening and orgasm is not wholly located and held within the anatomical geography of the cervix itself -- She is *holographic* which is part of the reason that the cervix is such an erotic mystery school in and of itself. The experience She ‘contains’ reverberates as intimately in the chambers of the Feminine heart and expanse of Feminine consciousness as it does within the physical dwelling space of Cervix. This is a deep part of Her mystery and edification.)
The Cervix is the Sexual Akash of Woman.
She re-cords and re-members the photonic presence of all broadbands of Masculine Consciousness (in the physical form of His Cock....there is no metaphysical difference between the two.)
The entire Living Library of Penetration of the TRUTH of each woman's lived experience is held here.
This includes the experiences of invasive physical penetration ~ the unwanted, the too-much-too-fast, the violation....no matter inadvertent or intentional ~ when the instinctive downward thrust of our No was somehow overridden by the upward thrust of Cock.
Like a mushroom in a wet forest, the cervix also absorbs the imprint of energetic penetration: the places of Subtle Body or psychic penetration, incest or sexual trauma even when held "only" within the psychic dimension; the aggressive wild missiles of addiction, rage, hyper sexualized hunger....all of which silently sit vigil within the pink fleshly dome of cervix.
When the tissues within pussy and cervix are touched with consciousness and in devotion, the shadows of penetration held within the flesh of our sex are aroused like a writhing nest of startled snakes.
This is cleansing, purgative, deeply healing....quite literally the definition of "catharsis".....but if this occurs in sex (vs: something like a sexological bodywork session or self-pleasuring/de-armouring) may God bless you with a Lover who can hold you as you cry and howl and laugh and choke and writhe in your own sacred, ecstatic undoing.
Cervix also carries the transcendent, loving aspects of our Heart and Consciousness....the velvet treasures of all the ways we have been ravished, tenderly or wildly, sweetly wrapped in love, erotic or otherwise. It is truly the portal of life (it dilates as the passageway for new life to be born) and the portal of death (we bleed and miscarry through the same threshold that new life is crowned).
For me, of all the places in my Female architecture, the cervix is the bellwether of my consciousness, of my receptivity to Life and to Love. Other than (but inseparable from) Womb, my cervix is the place and vortex within my body that literally illuminates + annihilates every single remaining place of resistance, of stuckness, of fear in shattering open my heart to Love.
There is no greater reflex in the Female Psycho-Erotic Trinity (our Psyche, our System, and our Sex) that yokes my entire being to Devotion more so than what cervical orgasm 'does to me'.
It is Orgasm sourced in my Devotion + in my Cervix which descends me into my deepest, most supple devotion to both God and to Max (different....and yet....the same....)
This is the place in me that when unfurled is at transcendent cause of such supreme Divine submission to LIFE and to HIM (different....and yet....the same...) that I become the Feminine Quintessence of No Mind.
This is so very different than ‘sex magic’; this is an erotic homage of consciousness transformation precisely activated through and by the cervix -- She is literally the God-spot of Feminine sexual awakening.
Clitoral orgasm may open your sex, your system and even your heart.....but Cervical Orgasm is the technology that doesn't just connect sex and heart....it COLLAPSES THEM INTO ONE PRIMORDIAL, UNIFIED FIELD.
In Taoist reflexology, the cervix IS the heart point.
It's literally THE place within the entire female sexual design that is BUILT to release + activate the frequencies of devotion.
I see and feel the way so many women are so very armored + calcified that they cannot let themselves dissolve into Deep Orgasm.
And in parallel, I see and feel the way so many women are so very armored and calcified that they cannot let themselves dissolve into Devotion.
This is a grief-soaked geometry for women. One unlocks the other, irrevocably.
For me, Devotion and Orgasm are eternally wedded.
My Feminine body can only access the infinite fullness of (Godly) Orgasm if my Feminine Soul is opened in Devotion ~ which for me, is both Divine and Mortal.
Women are literally BUILT for devotion and awakening....and this cosmically brilliant stargate of our cervix is the supreme skeleton key AND interdimensional portal to our most exalted state of awakening Feminine consciousness.
Everything we seek, we ARE.
Image credit: Holly Rogalski