RESPONSIBILITY WITHIN FEMININE AWAKENING
A woman cannot repair her relationship to men, money, or God (the energetic trinity of “the Masculine”) without erecting “him” within FIRST.
She must have the powers of her capacity to be with WHAT IS TRUE and her instinctual discriminatory wisdom restored from any and all fragmentation.
This is the crucible of work she must do with God, so that her system may hold the energetic imprint of “the Masculine” without a psychic auto-immune response.
Until she can activate and *hold* the imprint of the rightness of the archetypal Masculine (*and* Father) within her own system, she so often unconsciously magnetizes vortexes of re-traumatization, which then only corroborates the incomplete/distorted narrative of the “toxic masculine.”
It is only when she can open to the full penetration and cosmic ejaculatory thrust of the energetic imprint of “the Masculine” that she can begin to receive and live the life of her heart’s desire.
This is because both terestrially (ie: with mortal men) and cosmically (ie: the primal co-creational nature of life/Source itself), unless and until a woman begins to TRUST LIFE WITH HER LIFE, she cannot trust the Masculine.
Said differently:
TRUSTING THE MASCULINE IS SYNONYMOUS WITH TRUSTING LIFE ITSELF
Said differently v2.0:
Rejecting or having an inflammatory psychic immune response to the Masculine is on some level, rejecting LIFE itself.
Only once this channel is purified of all obscurations, will she truly be able to ‘feel safe’ to rest in the true Nature of her Feminine Beingness. (‘Safety’ is of course, on some level, an attachment to an illusion that keeps us away from the truth of our Nature.)
The most magical alchemical axiom throughout all time and space:
“AS SO WITHIN, SO WITHOUT."
As with all creation, it must begin WITHIN.
(Btw: this is increasingly illuminated to me as the core feature of the journey of personal and archetypal Feminine Awakening.)